you write an obituary for Yuval?
you bid farewell to a cousin?
you say goodbye to a nephew?
we bear the pain of the loss of Yuval?
the Almighty take from us a boy of only 19?
you explain that 19 years have ended which have hardly begun?
we rationalize our grief?
our hearts be rational?
there no rationality and only pain?
there no forgiveness in our hearts?
it we will never meet again?
we comfort those that mourn you?
we comfort your friends?
there no words to heal?
it we cry and think when sleeping?
it that there is no explanation to help us go on?
we come to terms with a fate devoid of compassion?
it that until Wednesday we felt so strong?
we feel we were always so courageous?
will carry on missing and remembering you?
we not given a chance to tell you how much we love you?
we never tell you what a sweet guy you are?
we never say how proud we were of you?
it you have gone never to return?
it that someone above thinks we can cope with all these questions?
And how ......